04.14.22
Happy Birthday
Hope you got a big cookie cake for your birthday. Love you. mom
07.27.20
July 27, 2020 15 years
So I keep crying when I get in the car to drive anywhere. I’m so so sad and lonely. I have lost everyone around me. I miss you. I still see you running to the car window for our last l love you. Send me a hug and a smile.. I really need it.
Love mom
03.03.19
March 2, 2019
Ya-Ya’s birthday. She would have been 101.
Pop’s death day. Gone 14 years.
I hope the daily countdown does not begin again. I miss and love all y’all.
Love mom.
07.23.18
Kaddy-did days of summer
When the days get long and hot the kaddy-dids whale in the summer breezes, I think you. The kaddy-dids greeted me in Millbrook when I would drive down to see you. I think they have all moved to Texas now and bring thoughts of you to me every morning. love you, mom.
05.08.18
Chance’s Birthday today
The night you died, Chance called me at 2:oo am. All he could say was, “Mom, I love you.” I still cry when I think of it. Lucas you chose to go and leave us here. We love you, but Chance called me to say, ” I love you.”
It is Chances’s birthday and all I can think of is he called me to say, ” Mom, I love you”.
I love you Chance.
I love you, Gabe.
I love you, Tarlie.
I love you, Lucas.
I wish that was enough… but it was not.
mom
04.14.18
Birthday memories
I have lots of birthday memories but that is not why I came here today. It is your birthday. Hope you and heaven have a good day.
Letting your children grow up means accepting their decisions….not as criticism of how you raised them…but just that they are adults and they will be independent from you. You are their mom, but they can be different from you. I blamed God for years, then myself, and now I just accept. Lucas made this decision, not me. I miss you Lucas. I want you to be here with me but you are not. I love you. I miss you but I accept this choice you made, I still love you and miss you forever.
Love mom