I miss Lucas. I miss him giving me a hard time for being a terrible driver, even though I’m not. I miss him for doing anything I ask him to, if I ask real nicely, like driving us all around in a van for Megan’s bachelorette party and managing the bar at my wedding when my dad decided to stop paying attention to what we needed. I miss him rolling his eyes every time I asked for a bite of what he was eating, because he said I *always* did that. I miss making him laugh by being as goofy as I could be, and the face he would make when he was trying not to laugh, but trying to make me feel like I was a weirdo instead. I miss him trying to pick a fight with me and then laughing at how both of us hated to argue. I miss hearing him call me ta-ta. I miss thinking about going to a concert with him and playing him a new song. I miss his “aww shucks” grin. I miss ten year old Lucas asking if he could stay in my room a little longer if he paid me a nickel for every five minutes. I miss him drawing letters on my back to see if I could guess which one, when we were trying to fall asleep when we were real little. And the memories live on and on and on…..and I will keep missing him.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I miss Lucas. I miss him giving me a hard time for being a terrible driver, even though I’m not. I miss him for doing anything I ask him to, if I ask real nicely, like driving us all around in a van for Megan’s bachelorette party and managing the bar at my wedding when […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-memories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=130"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}