{"id":139,"date":"2009-04-14T20:23:45","date_gmt":"2009-04-15T00:23:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/?p=139"},"modified":"2009-04-14T20:23:45","modified_gmt":"2009-04-15T00:23:45","slug":"04-14-09","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/?p=139","title":{"rendered":"04-14-09"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So 29 nine years ago I gave birth to my baby, you Lucas, i love you more today than that day because you grew and changed and became you not just my idea of you.<\/p>\n<p>I miss you, I want you here with me to touch, to hold to build a life with, but you are not and I am here in the dark. <\/p>\n<p>I took Bernardo to Atlanta today and it made me feel good. He needed me to help him and I did but I did not steal his diginty. You could have asked for help and I would have given it without the need for the loss of self. I am a good mother&#8230; I was a good mother to you.. I still love you.. I will survive&#8230;. but I miss you&#8230; I love you.. I wish you were here with me &#8230; but i will let go..as it does me no good and i&#8217;m sure it hurts you too&#8230;..i&#8217;m sorry.<\/p>\n<p>love mom<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So 29 nine years ago I gave birth to my baby, you Lucas, i love you more today than that day because you grew and changed and became you not just my idea of you. I miss you, I want you here with me to touch, to hold to build a life with, but you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-139","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-memories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/10"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=139"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}