{"id":163,"date":"2014-08-02T19:23:12","date_gmt":"2014-08-02T23:23:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/?p=163"},"modified":"2020-03-20T09:39:59","modified_gmt":"2020-03-20T13:39:59","slug":"another-year-time-to-start-again-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/?p=163","title":{"rendered":"Another year&#8230;.time to start again, again."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"\/lucas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/IMG_0264.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-165\" src=\"\/lucas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/IMG_0264.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_0264\" width=\"700\" height=\"500\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The time from March 2 to August 2 is a long 5 months&#8230; it was&#8230; five years ago &#8230; a day to day struggle for me. It got easier but still as long. Last year it got shorter&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I did not count the days each and everyone to re-think my mistakes, and wasted moments in the last months of Lucas&#8217;s life. This year the over whelming questions did not really start until last night&#8230;. and today&#8230;. minute to minute. I have two more to hit tonight&#8230;. 8:30 pm and 11:30 pm. The sadness and quilt is overwhelming but I will get through the night&#8230;and begin a new year tomorrow. I hope Lucas will help me be a good person this next year&#8230;&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The time from March 2 to August 2 is a long 5 months&#8230; it was&#8230; five years ago &#8230; a day to day struggle for me. It got easier but still as long. Last year it got shorter&#8230; I did not count the days each and everyone to re-think my mistakes, and wasted moments in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":10,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-163","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-memories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/163","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/10"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=163"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/163\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":218,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/163\/revisions\/218"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=163"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=163"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=163"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}