{"id":59,"date":"2005-10-25T12:14:13","date_gmt":"2005-10-25T16:14:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/?p=59"},"modified":"2005-10-25T12:14:24","modified_gmt":"2005-10-25T16:14:24","slug":"his-smile","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/?p=59","title":{"rendered":"His Smile"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A few weeks ago I was out late and missed my flight to California the following morning.  I felt terrible and all I could do to get through waiting 5 hours until the next flight was find the sunniest spot near a big window and sleep on the floor.  As I was drifting off to sleep Lucas&#8217; smile popped into my head.  I saw his wide, full tooth grin, dimples and all.  It was such an unexpected yet welcome treat, and I felt his strong presence with me for a few minutes.  I would trade anything to have him back with us, and it makes me so sad and angry that he&#8217;s not here.  In those moments when I feel his energy and presence, I am moved&#8230;sometimes to tears and sometimes to laugh or smile.  In life Lucas always made me laugh, thank you all for sharing these memories&#8230;you&#8217;ve helped me laugh a ton in the face of our terrible loss.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A few weeks ago I was out late and missed my flight to California the following morning. I felt terrible and all I could do to get through waiting 5 hours until the next flight was find the sunniest spot near a big window and sleep on the floor. As I was drifting off to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-59","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-memories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=59"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=59"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=59"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rosenfeld.to\/lucas\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=59"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}