08.01.12
I miss Lucas today and every other day too.
Seven and counting
So I spoke to you seven years ago today… and our last words were ” I love you”.. see u wednesday… and at 11:00 pm tomorrow the police are at my door…to say u r not here.
What can we do.. who can we call? too much grief to know what the answers r. But they call u three, and the neighbors..come to take care of us until the morning.
What can i say.. still too much sadness to express… to anyone… i love you.. i look everyday for you… and i pick up pennies hoping they are really from you..but they cant be as you have moved on without me… and the circle goes on.
love u mom.