01.02.06
Time goes by
My child, my sweet son, my baby. I t has been 5 months to the day. I cry every day. I don’t know why, but I know you did not want us to linger in sorrow, even though we still do. You loved life, friends, family, fun, dogs, football, dancing, singing and laughing. I don’t understand how you think we can go on with those things without you, but we must. I wake each day missing you and wishing I could change what I said, thought or did but you are still gone no matter what fantasy I have in my head. Each joy I have in life, I owe to you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being my child, I so wish you were still here for me to take care of. But you are not. I love you, as you are now. Please.. love, me, I did the best I could do. I love you, Lucas…….mom